What is going on here?!
Exactly what is wrong with me?!
This feeling is wrong, but I can't change it.
Actions so wrong, but I can't stop.
Someone save me from myself.
At what price does this happiness come-
Trading what for this pleasure-
How did it come to this?
I've crossed a line and can't go back,
Not even to save myself.
No reasoning in this insanity.
The truth is right there in that hand.
I don't understand how I saw the sign and knew the deal,
Yet nothing said stop.
When did I lose myself?
I can't believe I'm acting like this.
I know it's crazy and I should know better . . .
Is anything okay?